Back Lost and Found

What was once lost
I have found again.
Dripping from my soul
like fresh dew on
black roses growing in
the weed infested garden
of my lead-soaked heart.
Its black talons once more
tear through my flesh,
stripping away all but
the raging best within
that feels the hatred
of a thousand torn lifetimes
buried deep in the recesses
of my clouded mind.