Wow, been a looooooong damn time. Let's give a rundown of the last, oh, 5 years.

Well, 3 years ago, I got remarried. Her name was Jennifer. We had one hell of a rough ride. She got pregnant shortly after our wedding (which was a medeival theme, BTW, very kick azz). That one miscarried.

About a year after our wedding (roughly 4 months after the miscarriage) she got pregnant again. This time, stillborn about 4 months early. We named our daughter Galeya Marie. Her grave is in Kansas, with Jennifer's grandfather's. We both felt it appropriate at the time.

Then, just a little over a year ago, 3rd time was a charm. Nathaniel Earl. Born 3 months premature, but doing great now! It's amazing. He was only 1lb 11oz when he was born, and he's almost 20lbs now, and just over a year old. He's a miracle child, if there ever was one. :D

Now, the bad sh!t (c'mon, this is ME we're talking about here. There's ALWAYS gonna be bad to even me out. lol) About 4 months after Thane was born, Jennifer decided that the marriage wasn't working out, and kicked me out. Yep, my luck in relationships hasn't changed a bit. I'll go more into that later.

Now, I'm working in a retail entertainment store as a video dept manager, and STILL working part time for Domino's. LMAO Talk about full circle. Living on my own, and somewhat enjoying the bachelor life. Y'know it's funny, I've read all the way through my old entries, and I was always so confused as to what I lost. Well, I think I found it. Myself. I'm comfortable with being who and what I am again. Let me tell ya, it's a great feeling! Lovin my job, and just enjoying my space, my cat, and my hobbies. Making good money, for once in my life, so I don't have to fight with the damn bills like I used to.

All in all, things are going alright for me. I didn't start this thing back up to vent, or to rant endlessly about how much life sucks (even though it does, at times). I just wanted to get back on the horse again. This journal always served as a link between what I wanted and what I acted upon. A reflecting pool for my soul, so to speak. Hopefully, a few of you might join me for the ride.
 

As always,

Life is in the air.........

Nope, THAT hasn't changed a bit!